hybridized painting

circular knitting needles and an ebony knitting needle crossed with an owl doodle.... that's today's hybrid painting. the owl, oil pastel + oil paints on linen, is the size of an atc (artist trading card). the atc phenomenon is something that i thought i might try and after i had cut the painting to the specified size i placed it on top of another painting temporarily and low and behold there seemed to be a marriage in the works.

i had originally planned to sew the owl painting onto cardstock to make an official atc, but as you can see that's not how she ended up. i'll put her in my etsy shop as soon as i can figure out the postage. i bought a postage scale recently yet every time i use it the machine measures a different weight. gggghhhrrrr!

just messing around

on a drizzly day what else should be done but to mess around in photoshop for a bit? well, i can think of plenty of things that NEED to be done, but that's another story. here's a sketch from museo correr in venezia (seen earlier in this blogorama) layered with our garden leaves + biglietti from my solo trip to europe long ago. just pencil + paper for sketching on that trip. no color. just pure illustrative simplicity. on days like today it is wonderful to be transported back to those cool marble steps, where i sat + sketched, in that unairconditioned museum looking up at that vast fresco. ahh memories are a wonderful thing. i hope to keep them around for a long time.

palette creator

just discovered this cool web tool where you input any photo and the site generates a palette of colors from the photo (with web code numbers). the photo shown here i took at the ferry dock.

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yummy

i think zucchini buds look like a man eating plant.
echinacea mango meadowbrite....love that color.
i wait all year for these beauties. and oh the fragrance! they get soooo tall! if the painters even brushed these babies i would pummel them. such destruction has been wrought upon the garden by the house painters that i am really stressed out right now. all my shrubs had matured to glorious natural symmetrical orbs. yet now, with the mass of broken branches, they look so beat up. i know for my next garden to place the precious beauties far far away from the house.

Good Thing I'm Not PMSing Right Now!

....or else i would be screaming at five men today. our house is in the midst of being painted and i knew this would happen. i cut shrubs down and cleared everything back away from the house and yet there is not a superhighway (as desired by those who paint homes) leading to the shingles on the walls. my delicate plants are smashed to smithereens. some were expensive hostas others are groundcovers that have taken a decade to fill in and create a lovely carpet of fragile foliage (ducks feet + trout lilies). my japanese anemones squashed. hardy fuschias flattened. a mountain laurel in full bloom (that was one of the slowest plants to mature to blooming age) broken right down to the roots...the whole plant destroyed. if i were pmsing right now my blood would be boiling. i guess i need to look at it as an opportunity to do some new planting. so long you lovely plants. you were so beautiful while it lasted.

Seed Packet

after saving lots of seed from my garden i thought it would be fun to try to sell some. but after looking into all the regulations governing seed sales i decided to forget it (way too complicated!). this would have been the packaging for one of the marigolds i wanted to offer (with one of my gilded oil paintings of the featured plant).

Rare Sighting

i saw a cedar waxwing today. they are so rare around here. i don't think i've seen one for years. what a beauty! solidly built and hued like a weimeriener with a red dash on the wings and a stripe of egyptian black mascara over the eye. cool sophistication. glad to see they haven't gone extinct here.
it was my lucky day to see it. happy 7/7/07!

Rust

i should be doing so many other things right now...wrapping presents, making a birthday cake, weeding, doing the laundry, etc. etc., but sometimes i just want to write. it seems to happen every year on this day. i think to myself, "where did all the time go?", it is just so hard to believe it's july already! i keep thinking that july is a few weeks off and here it is already. time just escapes. i think when i put my blinders on and dive into projects i loose all track of time. i'll think of an idea in the middle of the night and can't wait for daybreak to start working on it. with dawn so early in this wonderful northern summer i get many hours of creating accomplished in one day this time of year. i make lists of things i want to make. will i ever get to them all? i need a bunch of lifetimes.

the photo above is the ceiling on the ferry between new orleans and algiers that crosses the mighty muddy mississippi. it pretty much summarizes me right now, a couple of weeks before the calendar marks another birthday: rusty, yet functional, patinaed through time, but always wanting to do more. me and that boat have a lot in common. when everyone else on board that boat was taking photos over the rail towards the city, i was interested in the vessel itself. the stories it could tell in that amazing city. i was taking a photo above me and other tourists were wondering what was so interesting in that peeling paint and rust. they'd look at my photo spot and turn away toward the view again. i didn't lure anyone else to take the same photo. as i've said before, i love the sublime in life.

What is Etsy?

when i mention that i have a shop on Etsy most people say, "what's that?". even my avid crafting friends haven't heard of it. Etsy was developed to be a website where only hand made items are sold. there are artists, jewelers, sellers who make yarn, purses, baby clothes, aprons, bird houses... anything that is hand made.
to give you an idea about the gorgeous items available on Etsy you can visit my shop, towhee, and click on my favorites. sellers from all around the world gather in one website and leave feedback for one another and share ideas in the forums section of the site. if you want to purchase something on Etsy you need to join the website and create a user name and password. then you are set to start browsing the great array of products available.
if you feel like purchasing an item you don't need to have a paypal account to buy anything. paypal accepts your credit card number but the seller may be paid through the services of paypal to enable them to accept credit cards on line.
i created a banner (which appears at the top of your account page) and an avitar (a little icon for your account) for my shop (shown above) and for someone when she joined etsy (it's not a requirement yet without those your account looks rather stark):if you would like a banner or avitar designed for your etsy account just let me know.
check out Etsy and enjoy all it has to offer.

The Latest Birdie News

mama + her husband built a fine nest on top of one of our front porch columns. it was woven tightly with paper birch twigs (i had to take a winter bud test in college to identify hundreds of trees) and neatly recycled plastic twine, all in a beautiful spiral pattern. mama sat on the nest for the longest time. i was wondering if her eggs were okay since she was there for so long. then one day two tiny heads peeked out above the rim of the nest when she was out hunting for food. two little black heads. every day mama would keep them cozy warm. she quietly sheltered them from view when i would step out to get the mail or newspaper. and after a while, when it got rather crowded, she left them for longer periods of time. she was never far away. just on a nearby tree branch, keeping an eye on them. then one day the two stellar's jay chicks stood up on the rim of the nest and we could see their whole bodies. i didn't see any blue. just black with the faintest hint of a "comb" on top of their head. they stood there, not making a sound for three days. never seeming to move. and then they were gone. off to their new world of flight i would hope.
the whole nurturing process was so quiet and purposeful.
then one day last week i was getting out the hose from storage and went to connect it up to the hose bib and two stellar's jays started squawking at me constantly. then they jumped from tree limb to tree limb getting closer to me, squawking all the while. such a clamor! and then they started flying at me. that was enough and so i heeded their warning and left the area. but i was curious too. would they do that again a while later? yep. and with my harms a-waving, since i didn't want my eyes pecked out (i watched THE BIRDS when i was little and lived near where it was filmed!), i scanned the area for evidence for the commotion. and there it was. another nest in a tree. but what a different family this was of stellar's jays. they weren't quiet parents. they were quite the opposite. would their babies turn out to have different personalities than our sweet family that lived on the front porch?
and so the world goes. all families, including birdies, are different and have different parenting styles.
(the painting is a photoshopped edition of one of my oil paintings called "clarity of adornment")

Such a Relief! now that it's over

it has been such a roller coaster ride of emotions for the past few weeks. going to high school sailing nationals in new orleans, where i really did not want to go, yet forced myself to go, and yet found that it was such a great experience after all. then end of year awards and parties. then the finale, the big one!, graduation.
before graduation i would be driving around in the car and burst into tears. i'd see little sweet angels of kids in the grocery store and burst into tears. i'd look at pictures in iphoto and burst into tears. i'd put a pot of broccoli on the stove to steam and set off the smoke detector because, yes, i forgot to put water in the pot, and i was actually barbequeing the brassicaceae on the stove (yeay, the pot was salvaged from its crispy fried state). trying to make perfect desserts and happy tummies i was a wreck. at commencement the beautiful voice of a senior and her ukulele accompanist sent me bawling. but when it was over and i hugged and kissed my big boy, and he went off to his overnight adventure with the rest of his graduating class, i felt such a relief. yes, my baby would go off to college soon. yes, i have done pretty much all i could do to raise him to be a good person. and now it is up to him to police himself from now on.
and here i am back to normal without all that built up anxiety any longer. it just evaporated when my boy and his classmates loaded into their school buses for the very last time and were escorted by police cars and fire trucks with their lights a-swirling and horns a-honking off to the ferry for their big party, while i waved goodbye to all of those ecstatic kids i have watched grow up.
so now instead of focusing on "where did all that time go?!", i have another one that needs attention to reach the same point as her older brother. i'm now not dreading the impending vacancy my boy will leave for college. yes i will miss his unexpected humor, and all the activities that gave my life a bit more excitement, but wait a minute!, i won't have those stinky sailing booties around anymore. hurray for small things.
the photo above is my boy just after changing out of his cap + gown at graduation. when i first looked at the photo, that my husband had taken, i thought what is this? all cut off. but i like it very much now. it is his essence. his trademark sweatshirt and his handsome profile. i transformed it with a tutorial i read about photoshop techniques with some madrone bark embellishment. i think madrones are such regal trees. i love them very much. i love my son very much. what is a mother to do but to photoshop bark on her boy's face, right?
happy summer sweetie-pie. happy life.

suit

(my latest illustration friday submission)
after nearly twelve years of ever increasing growth, three huge euonymus shrubs
didn't suit their location any longer,
so i chopped them down yesterday.
wow that really opened up the garden and makes it feel so much less claustrophobic!
i will miss their firey red fall color though.
here's an ode to those beautiful shrubs that were sacrificed yesterday.
no worries...i plant new stuff in the garden all the time so there's no loss of oxygen being produced here.
oh, next to the euonymus leaves shown here are some sasafras leaves.

Sea Oats

i love Chasmanthium latifolium!
they look like fish hanging off a fishing pole. as the shade in my garden has increased in density and other plants have been squeezing out my few plants of sea oats, the precious seed heads are becoming more scarce. i guess i better propagate before it disappears entirely.
lots of weeding and thinning out in the garden today.
everything is getting so monsterous.
but i look around, and even with all the weeds, i think how happy the garden makes me feel.
how can you not feel fabulous when peonies and roses are in bloom?
take a deep breath and soak in the scent.

Yum!

some of the best food i have ever had in my life
new orleans.....yummy!