happy easter

copy

i copied an image of a painting from a magazine
that has been displayed above my studio table for many years.
all of a sudden i just had to paint it.
it's a view of coit tower
from russian hill in san francisco.
i wish i knew who the original artist
was so i could give credit
but i didn't keep that info with the little image.
do you know who the artist is? i'd really like to know.
i took the photo right after i finished painting
so the shine of wet paint makes it look unlike the original.
also the colors are much more vivid in real life.
i love oil paints!
this was fun.

Liberty Redo

I sliced up a Liberty of London for Target
girls dress and made it into a skirt.
That's a lot of Liberty fabric for $16.
I've gone a little crazy
over all the Liberty offerings at Target.
It's a dream come true for a rabid Liberty fan.

Valentino

I love this movie
Valentino: The Last Emperor
For anyone who has ever created their own clothing,
especially of one's own design,
you will appreciate peeking into the world
of a one of the finest designers ever.
I loved seeing the design process
and production of his iconic dresses.
Not to mention gorgeous chateau, gardens,
Puccini, Roma, Venezia,
and plenty of beautiful people.
It is a gem of a film.

now available

"Bice Light"
original oil painting
by Towhee
now available at my Etsy shop

cake

i followed the recipe exactly,
including using the correct pan size,
yet the batter cascaded all over the oven floor.
what a mess!
it was quite a job prying the layers
out of their pans once they had cooled
since they had mushroomed over the brim.
after some surgery the cake was salvaged.
recipe from Fanny at Chez Panisse.
Happy Birthday baby.

Hummer Check-in

I just visited Phoebe, the Channel Island Anna hummingbird, again to see how things were going for her and saw that she has laid a new clutch of eggs since the last time I checked in on her. Watch for a while if she's on the nest and eventually she will fly off for a bit and you'll be able to see her eggs. When she returns to the nest she rotates the eggs and repairs the nest. It's really a beautiful thing to witness so closely.

Have I ever endorsed a product on the spotted towhee before? Nope, yet GoodBelly has dramatically changed my belly health. As an IBS + gastritis sufferer I've been researching the benefits of probiotics and prebiotics lately. Up popped GoodBelly, hence a happy tummy ever since drinking it up. Friends that have used it have also sung its praises in loud choruses.
Thanks NextFoods for making such a sensational product.

In Love!

I am in love with this hummingbird nest cam! The chick has grown so much since I first started checking in on it a couple of weeks ago. I just love watching it! If you love birds too you'll have to take a look.

kitty loves sleeping on the mohair blanket in the sun.
life is good!

mohair from belgium.
no pattern.

noh8

i was really impressed that Cindy McCain
would step out in support of the noh8 campaign!
i agree with Cindy that anyone should be
free to marry whomever you chose
to love for the rest of your life.
i made this felt bag to hold my latest knitting project.
looks like closing arguments are underway in CA
at this moment in the noh8 case.
what will the outcome be?
will it open freedom for all nationwide?
or will things remain as is
until a new enlightenment period emerges in the future?

bag pattern from isbn 9784579111152.
sweater is a debbie bliss pattern.

mini

recent crochet work from Japanese patterns

new shade

here's the latest version of the shade for the dining table.

the wood leaves have been buried deep in a drawer for years

and when i came upon them the other day

i had an immediate desire to make this.

the leaves are from IKEA.

Happy New Year!

While waiting for my pathology results I was pretty consumed by thoughts about the future of my boob. I have been a regular contributor to the Postcards from the Edge AIDS fundraiser in NYC yet this year's entry was a bit different than usual. My fiberworks have never included naked bods before, but this year there wasn't another subject that I was interested in creating. At the time I felt that whatever was to happen following the pathology results that I was going to be a victor and not a victim. And so the gal on my postcard is holding a laurel wreath. It's not on her head yet, but she is ready to put it on her head, soon. The laurel wreath is on my head now that I know that the pathology results from my surgery were even better than the original biopsy findings. Before my doctor told me the pathology results the nurse tested my blood pressure and it was the highest level it has ever been. I usually have very low blood pressure, especially since I run all the time, and I told the nurse that I was sure that the reading was due to being very anxious to hear the results of the pathology. She was quite understanding since she must see this all the time in her daily work. My heart was pounding out of my chest too. Then the doctor came into the exam room and said, "I know you would like to have more surgery, but you won't need any more!" What a roundabout way to say that I was okey-dokey. An enormous weight had in that instant been lifted off of me. It had been two months of mammos, biopsies, wire localization, surgery and hives to get to this point of not having a constant cloud over my existence. The only other times in my life when I have been as happy were when I got married and gave birth to my babies. I wanted to jump up in the air and do that sideways heel click move but I'm not coordinated enough to do it as well as I imagine it should be done. Joy filled me so completely I could not stop smiling. I am a lucky one. It must be horrible when the oncologist has to tell his patient that their worst fear is realized. For me however I imagine a wonderful new year full of cheer and optimism. My life turned on a positive or negative result on a glass plate under a microscope. I am blessed to have a favorable outcome, and to be lucky enough to have a surgeon that was superbly skilled.

I wonder if my postcard sold this weekend in NYC.

Happy New Year to all!!!!! Be healthy!

Ripping without Frustration

My crochet work took on a different level of meditation this past week when I cast on a wrap of Rowan Chunky Print yarn while in the waiting area of the University of Washington surgery center. I used the largest hook in my possession and a Japanese pattern to divert my attention from what was impending. A couple of weeks earlier, on the day that my computer died, my radiologist called and said that the stereotactic biopsy showed an atypical condition that required that it be explored further through surgery. The entire questionable area was to be removed along with its margins. This news came as such a surprise since I had thought a few days earlier that I was told that both of my biopsies (I had a sonogram guided one too) were benign, but in fact I was only informed about the sonogram one. So right when I really needed to research as much as I could my computer would not respond. Thankfully I had bought a computer for my daughter, which I'm using now. I was told to schedule the surgery and asked which doctor I wanted to see. I had no idea. Fortunately they scheduled me with the director of the Women's Health Center at the SCCA. I am still shocked at my luck in slipping into the best care in the region. Last summer we went to a great informational presentation from various researchers from the Fred Hutchinson Cancer Center about their latest research. The researcher for breast cancer mentioned that she would highly recommend having routine mammograms at the SCCA since they have the best diagnostics in the region. I didn't know that you could go there for routine mammograms but I did know their reputation for excellence. So I went there for my regular mammo and they found a mass and increased calcifications from previous mammos and recommended the two types of biopsies. Those were not too much fun. I've tried to learn as much as possible to be an informed patient. Okay, so back to the waiting area before surgery... earlier that morning I had my wire localization and mentioned that I was allergic to adhesives yet they taped me up anyway and said that the tape wouldn't be on for very long before my surgery. But when I arrived at UWMC they said that my surgery was not at 10:30 as originally scheduled but at 2:00 pm. As I settled in with the thought of hours in the waiting area my chest began to burn and itch and I became very hot for the state of inflammation from the tape. To try to enter into a calming state I worked on my crochet and made great progress over the hours in that spot. But just as I was about to rip off my shirt and tape right then and there in the waiting area I was called back to the pre-surgery area and asked to have the tape removed immediately. It's not great to be in a state of agitation before surgery. But my crochet came to my rescue after the tape was removed and helped to calm me with chains and double crochet stitches. It didn't matter whatsoever that I would discover errors in my pattern and I would have to rip back to redo because I had lots of time to waste away. I only had one ball of yarn and I made the most of it, ripping and redoing many times without frustration. Ordinarily I would be mad at myself for making mistakes and having to correct them, but not that day. I welcomed the mistakes and the opportunity to create more stitches with the limited yarn that I brought with me. A nurse asked if I were crocheting for a last minute gift or to divert my mind away from surgery. Yes, I was selfish and was doing it solely for my own needs. Ultimately I ran out of yarn and had to stop, but by that time it was close to surgery time, fortunately. So now I'm just trying to work off the effects of anesthesia. I was told by a nurse that at my age it could take up to a week to wear off. And I'm waiting. Waiting for the pathology report. I know it will be good news so I'm not too stressed out. But I have to acknowledge that sense of fright that mingles amongst the thoughts. I'm just glad that the surgery is over. My crochet wrap turned out beautifully even though I had to modify the pattern since I ran out of yarn. I used a large mother of pearl button for the closure that is the perfect color to go with the yarn. I can't post photos since my computer is dead and my daughter wouldn't appreciate me uploading photos onto her computer. More on this drama later.